Tila maylamang kakaibang feeling ang naging pagbabahagi ng aktres na si Sunshine Dizon sa kanyang Instagram, isang madamdamin kasing mensahe ang kanyang mga binitiwan sa kanyang mga Instagram post.
Ang una ay tungkol sa pagpapasalamat niya ng sobra-sobra sa kanyang papa na bumati ng kanyang kaarawan.
Aniya sa kanyang caption, "Happy to be spending my 40th with my brothers tonight Papa but the pain lingers on that i will never hear your voice and get a message from you. I miss you every minute, every second and everyday."
"You will always be my first love and i will always be your Papa’s girl forever. Thank you for the life you’ve given me, it may have not been perfect but i always knew i was loved by you. Hope to see you in my dreams Papa. I love you always and forever."
Ang pangalawa ay tungkol sa kanyang mga pinagdaraan sa kanyang buhay ngayon lalo na nitong kamakailan na nadawit siya sa isang scam issue na talagang pinag-usapan ng husto sa iba't-ibang mga social media flatformsn.
Dagdag pa niya na malilinis din daw niya ang kanyang pangalan dahil sa tingin niya ngayon ay sirang-sira na nga ito dahil sa pagkakasangkot niya sa scam issue ng isang online sabong business na pinasok nila ng kanyang partner.
Aniya, "So as they say, life begins at forty. Guess will be doing that starting now. Thank you for all the love and support. Promise that no matter how others may have painted a different picture of me, i will always strive to be a better human being in spite of and despite of."
Nagpapasalamat din siya sa lahat ng nanatili sa kanyang tabi at hindi siya iniwan sa gitna ng kagipitan., "Thank you to those who has never left my side. To those who continued to believe. And to those who have judged me unfairly, believe me when i say i will be vindicated. And when that day comes i pray you find peace knowing you intentionally ruined one’s name for your own gain."
Dagdag pa niya, "I pray you sleep soundly at peace at night knowing “the all knowing” knows the truth. Bilog ang mundo minsan sa taas minsan sa baba. Matutong sumabay sa agos ng buhay importante wala kang tinapakan at niyurakan."
"Now that im forty the best thing i learned from life is choose your friends wisely and who you allow to come in your circle cause you never know when you’re actually raising a snake you treated as more than a family but will eventually swallow you whole."
